I have been out of the dating game for a while, almost a year. Sometimes my self doubt takes over and I just feel like I can not go through with a relationship. Maybe I haven't found "her" yet. Sometimes, I just plain don't feel like I want to have a relationship. I just rather be working on projects. Lately, I kinda long for one again, but this time, I just want to make sure I know what I want. I don't want to just jump and get lucky. Not that I have done that in the past, but that just does not garuntee me a possible mate in the future. That is what I want to base my relationship on.
Well, I was just minding my own business one day. This pretty cute girl, around my age, comes up to me. She has shoulder-length red hair, straight, a pink t-shirt, some sort of pants, these black plastic-rimmed glasses, cool curves, and a smile that gives me chills. She was just....beutiful. She just kind of looked at me, and gave me this little smile. I gave a little smile back. Hey, a cute girl acknowledged my existance. Cool!
Then the coolest thing happened. She said, "I just love nerds!" I was wearing my "Theres no place like 127.0.0.1" t-shirt that day, so I guess that is how she knew I was a "nerd", which I am, and I'm proud of.
"I just love nerds!" The smile. The cute giggle. I was standing before her, someone I was truly interested in. You know what I did? I stood there.
Like an idiot.
Mouth gaping open.
No words could come to my mouth. A girl basically called me cute! AHHHHH! That hasn't happened in ages! She might be into video games, instant messaging, cartoons! She might be just.....might be the best thing that ever happens to me. Standing there, looking at me.
My brain just could not figure out what to say. "She says she likes nerds. That is NOT logical. MUST ABORT!" my brain says. Poor guy. He has been through a lot. I need to find something to say. Ask her name! Yeah, that should bring the conversation up to speed! Ask away!
What happened next was a complete blur. I was falling for this 733t chick. She was a lot of things I wanted in a woman. She was beutiful, I wish you could have seen her. I wish I had a picture of her. Her beauty is in my mind.
Who is she? I would say my next girlfriend and future wife, but something went wrong.
I woke up.