I wish I could grab your hand, so you could see the world we could share.
I wish I could just act normal when you're around, but I am like a spineless jellyfish.
I wish I could almost embrace you, but almost is so far away.
I wish someday, I can mutter those three little words again.
These, are just wishes, alas.
Yeah, I mean that is just way too deep for my blood. Sometimes, I just wantto be someone else, but then I love who I am now. I want to be known as someone who can hold his own, but I am always depending on someone. Maybe someday my day will come. I guess its my place to be an associate and college student. I mean I just kind of keep my place. I am just there. I am, the everyman. I just fit into society. I have conformed to their ideas.
I'm not fighting anything. I don't wish anything was different. All I want, is.............I don't know what I want, or what I wanted to accomplish with this. I'm happy with the way things are now. Maybe I just wish for them to be even better? I just don't know. Maybe I just yearned to have a serious entry. Not saying that all of this means nothing, perish the thought. I just felt the need to explain to everyone what I feel, in case you've forgotten amogst all the stupid joke I put on there.
I dedicate it to someone, and you know who you are.
The Allengator
