Allen (allengator86) wrote,
Allen
allengator86

You Know Those Days....

Where you start out feeling great, even laughing to the extent that people think you need to be institutionalized, and life is great, then something happens and all of a sudden everything feels crappy.

That's right folks crappy.

Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap.

I would paste that several more times, but I would hate to waste anyones time with my pathetic excuse of existance. Someone talked to me, and part of the convo, that person was starting to stike a very big nerve, until finally, it exploded all over me. Afterwards, an email came adding more salt to the wound. Just can't keep me alone. I WANT to be left alone now. Being alone is probably one of this life's greatest treasures, and I almost thought that was a lie......but no, I think its the truth, as people end up hurting you in the end.

Yes, they admonish you because they are your friend, but why can't they leave well enough alone? Digging up the past and making everything seem so grim is just.......................

I better shut up. I'm sure I'll regret saying all this crap later.

The Allengator
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