Please, I am by no means "a victim". I am simply stating how I feel, and honestly, if what I feel is on false pretenses, I'm sorry, but it is how I FELT. Felt is still past tense, isn't it?
No, no one was leaving me. I just push people too far.
Again, the previous entry was DURING the last few weeks, not real recent. I am pretty much over what was, and I am moving on to what might be.
Yes, I still have memories, and I remember them with my brain.
One other thing. As you can probably tell, I am really not thinking of anyone else right now. So I am being kinda self centered right now (I mean this is MY blog), but really, this is the bottom line:
No one was completely right, wrong, innocent, or victimzed. We all have done bad things, good things, and whatnot, but the bottom line is that despite the last few weeks, I have learned a lot about myself, who I am, and who I shouldn't be, and if that's all I get out of this, it was worth it. I am sorry if you think I am not saying the right things, but we all are not perfect, but I am moving on.
Um, Church, then Lost, then bed, then midterms. Please, like I said, grain of salt. Please....