Nothing would have properly prepped me for work this week. If I were a drinking man, I would be drunk right now. Passed out drunk even. I am not, so I am using other outlets to let off some angsty steam.
Again, if you talk to me, PLEASE DO NOT MENTION WORK LEST YOU BE WRATHED!
I saw a few episodes of the dub of Sgt. Frog. Some of it was genius, the other were fairly uninspired meta-humor, but the feel of the series is pure comedy/parody. I had a blast watchign it, and was nearly out of breath from laughing (yes, I still laugh from time to time) so much. I can't wait to get my DVDs from the mail, and they will be arriving soon, even before the preorder date! Thanks Rightstuf!
In other anime news, I got both Chobits and World of Narue bought since they were both being cleared out since the companies went under. This means I am just a set or two away from packing my shelf full. I need more space.
I also have noticed, outside of Mega Media Monday, that all I talk about on here anymore is either how annoyed/depressed I am, or about anime/manga. Take this as a sign of how sad my life is, because seriously, if I'm not fuming or sad, I'm either at school or watching some anime. This is what has come of my existance. Maybe a girlfriend would change things up. Any takers?
I don't know what it is about school, but I feel a ton more relaxed and I actually enjoy myself there. Perhaps I treat it more as a creative outlet, with programming and data manipulation. Maybe my classmates encourage me to be more carefree and I don't have to worry about work or life. Are my classes more or less a congregation of like-minded people, who want not only to improve their knowledge of programming, but also their work lives as well? After hopefully being done with classes this spring, I am certain I will feel two to three things: happiness, that I am well on my way to leaving work, sad: because I have to leave the comfort of the classroom, and scared, because the real world cometh. I will get a better job and with it, I will have to move away from home and start my new life.
Ok, that's a bit much for now. More on that in the months to come, I'm sure. I know it won't be smooth, but it will most definately be different. Perhaps I can reclaim that euphoric feeling I had a while back, or maybe I will just have to accept myself as I am. I am not ready for that just yet. I want to be happier and more carefree, but that won't be for a long while yet. I just need to persevere longer. "Endure patiently, and you will not wilt."
Anyways, this thinking about not talking about anime/angst is stemming from my lack of audioblogs, since that is all they encompass anymore. I would love to either A) Produce a podcast about geek/nerd related media or B) Find something new worth talking about. I am trying to do letter B, but its not going too smoothly. Maybe I could do a sermon on here! *watches last few readers run away quickly*
Until then, you could consider this blog dead-ish, unless you like anime reviews, in which case WELCOME TO THE ALLENGATOR'S AMAZING ANIME ALCOVE!!!!!!
Sorry, I was playing devil's advocate there. I'm sure I can find something to talk about. Just give me time, please! I'm sure I will come up with something awesome-esque. I think...