The main point was that I really felt a tiny bit crummy yesterday, because the girl of my dreams was just that, a bunch of dreams. I really wasn't upset, per se, but I felt in a way I haven't felt in a long time, and it was taken from me, just like that.
I added a few humorous elements to kind of lighten the mood, but I needed to get that out. I think doing that did me some good, as she didn't return last night. True, it may make me look more psychotic, but hey, aren't we all?
I guess I was concerned that I fell for something that I couldn't have. Something that was a part of me. I was hoping that saying all of the stuff would get rid of it, and it did. So this blog can sometimes provide a little self-psychiatric help from time to time.
No, I was not reffering to anyone specifically, and no, it was no one giant metaphor. It was just me spilling my guts randomly. Maybe it would make you understand me more? Maybe it provided me for what I look for in a girl. I don't know. But it is out there for all to read. Just do not take it too seriously is all. No one has said anything about it yet, but I wanted to just make a point to mention some thigns before anyone did. Thank you for reading.
On a totally unrelated note, I got Ouendan 2 in the mail this last weekend. Look forward to a Geek's Weekly about that. Despite my little to no knowledge of Japanese, the game can be played universally. No modding. No special tools. Just buy it. I also got the first Ouendan today. If you want my frank and honest opinion, get the second one. Scores of more options, game modes, and, in my opinion, better music.
Well, I need to cut this short so I can sleep. Heh...as if.